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Name: Darld
Location: Seattle, Washington, United States
Birthday: 4/6/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: I LIKE ME!!! Aside from me, I like riding my motorcycle, ANIME, skating, snowboarding, and I know, I'm quite boring.
Expertise: I know all!!! Don't question the almighty power of the being known as ME!!! I see all, I hear all, I know all. Go ahead, ask me anything, I will give you an answer!!! AND I WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT!!! I AM THE NEW JAMES BOND!!! but dont tell anyone, its our secret!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  motoxrider52
MSN: motoxrider52@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/1/2003
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| not that anyone cares anymore, i thought it would be nice to update
this thing. partially because annabel hasnt seen me write in this
in a while. its because i hadnt really needed to lately. i
mean, all i really used to do on this thing was be bitter, and im not
bitter anymore. its funny what love does to you. its also
kind of sad. anyway, so i wrote something on the plane flying
back to sea-tac that i was going to put in here but never got around
to... for all of you who care, here it is:
"So I'm heading back from my first trip outside of
the US and it was the greatest trip ever. Here is where I go into
aggonizing detail for those of you who are bored enough to read
it. Warning: it gets boring (really boring) and mushy at times,
so for the weak of stomach and the hard of time leave now while you
still have the chance!!!
I woke up at 2:30am on wednesday to get ready to get
on a plane at 6. I had to get up so I could bathe and do some
last minute packing, but I got out in time. It was cool, I had no
complications or anything, I just hopped right on and left. The
only problem was the two hour layover in Salt Lake City, but it was a
30 min flight to Phoenix after that and I was very excited. After
getting off the plane, it was a walk to the baggage claim, and thats
where I saw the most beautiful thing in the world. After three
months, almost, I was setting my eyes on the only person I have ever
been willing to give life and limb to see.
At that moment, I couldn't think of anything that
would have made me happier, nor a happier moment in my life. It
was seriously the thing I had been hoping and wishing for since June,
and she was right there. She was the first to spot me and came
toward me as I was frozen by how beautiful she was in my eyes at that
very moment. I ran to her and threw my arms around her as I was
overcome by the feeling of completeness, my arms felt lost that empty
feeling. It was the single greatest thing I have ever felt, it
was so great.
Anyway, so we got my bag adn went to meet her
dad. That I don't really want to talk about. Touchy subject
with me that I don't really want to get into right now, maybe later
kiddies. But, after that was over, we bought some water, got some
gas,, and hit the road. We drove for a while, not quite sure how
long it was exactly, but it was like 3 hours or something like
that. Then we got to the condo, and it was really nice for the
price. The only problem was that we had shitty hot water.
Despite that, we unpacked and started thinking about things to
do. This was only the start of it, but I had forgotten the fact
that we weren't in the US, so we decided to get some drinks.
I bought my first drink at a bar, and it was good
compared to what I would face the next night... (OHHHHH
FORESHADOWING, LOOK AT ME MRS. BRADLEY I PAID ATTENTION!!!) Anyway, so
we had tacos and drinks. Annabel caught a little buzz from the
one drink, but I still love her. We followed that up with
munchies we had picked up earlier and headed back to the room ti
relax... (I got to cuddle, the first time in a long time!!!)
When we woke up, we decided to try to explore.
Our first idea was to walk the beach to the Plaza Las Glorias or
whatever to find some place to get breakfast, but we only made it a
short distance before we decided to drive. We got accosted (I
love that word) by a bunch of people that tried to sell us things, but
we were on a mission... a mission to find breakfast.
Breakfast ended up being at the hotel Annabel always
stays at when she goes to Rocky Point, and it was good. It was
the start of an addiction to Mexican food... I don't know if its
good or bad. During the meal, a waitor kept giving me shit in
Spanish basically picking up on Annabel, but in the end he wished us
the best and sounded really nice. Annabel assured me that he was
just being nice and he was cool, and I don't think she would lie to me,
so I was ok with it. And off we went... We hung out around
town and in the pool until later that night; we had decided to go out...
I felt really bad, Annabel didn't get to dance the
whole time we were there. We went to a beach-side club/bar called
"Manny's" and let me warn you... DON'T EVER GO THERE!!!!
When we got there it was empty, but we waited to see if people would
show up. No one did. On the plus side, I took a shot of
this stuff with the worm... I don't remember what it was called,
all I know is that I've had tequila with the worm, and this wasn't the
same. I got to eat the worm, lol. Then I drank a nasty beer
that tasted like Mexican Budweiser. Sick of cheap booze. we
bought our own and went back to the room.
Annabel wasn't feeling very good (not a hangover)
because of some unknown factor, that might have been a popcicle, that
night and I didn't sleep very well because I was worried about
her. She asked me to find some Pepto Bismol or something to ease
the nausea, but everything was closed at 6:30am. So, I went out a
little later and started feeling sick too.
This made us want some American breakfast, so we
found a place and ate. This made us feel better, a little, so we
went through the town and bought stuff for each other (she bought me a
bracelet to replace the one that she hated on me from Maya...) so now I
have another one to wear every day!!! After that, we rode the
banana boats. They were these inflatable boats that were drug
behind a motor boat, and Annabel almost fell off. It was
hilarious.
We headed back to the condo to get changed for the
cruise, but that fell through. No AC and no meal made us go to a
restaraunt instead. The Lighthouse was excellent. We both
had this avacado appetizer, followed by shrimp spaghetti and a great
glass of wine. Dessert was Mexican cake with Mexican flaming
coffee. It was the coolest, and most alcoholic coffee since my
parents went camping with some Bailey's Irish Cream. It really
was something I wish they had at Starbucks...
Being full of great food and wanting to go out, we
went to another bar that was supposed to be a couples bar, but it was
empty, so we went to "Oldies" and that was fun. It was full of
locals and a lady that was singing and getting into it, it was
cool. Then they had this shitty pop band that sounded like they
could only play 3-4 chords, so they would be perfect here in
America. After that, we went back and went to bed.
We checked out the next morning, had some awesome
tacos at a stand, and left... Only to drive around for two hours
in Phoenix looking for a place for me to stay... Later that
night, we went out to a place that had good food, and really good
dessert. Then we caught "Red Eye" and I don't advise seeing that
movie, I didn't think it was that great.
The next morning we went to breakfast and this cool
coffee place before taking me to the airport. Right before that
though, we got this awesome Mexican snowcone stuff with fruit and ice
cream and stuff, it was really food. The people at the breakfast
place and the ice cream place made me sad though. They were
glaring at me and Annabel for being together. Then there was the
airport...
I sat with Annabel until my plane got there and it
was really hard. I couldn't even hold her when we were sad
because I didn't want to make it worse for her. I didn't want it
to be harder on her than it already was, I love her too much to see her
sad. So I held back, and waited until I was going to go through
security to hug her, kiss her, and say goodbye. It was really
hard because I was trying to look back and take in her beauty, as much
as I could before i left."
and so that is is, that was my trip. now im not in a very good
mood, so ill leave you guys with that and wait for annabel to call so i
can get back to talking to her about the unpleasantness that is going
on. i will just leave you with one last comment, I FUCKING HATE
MARCUS!!!
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| wow, its been a while hasnt it??? well nothing really has
happened to me. i got a job and am a sales rep at vector
marketing for the time being, and a few other things... mainly
just trying to get to mexico so i can see that beautiful girl that i
love. anyway, so a lot has happened with her since i last posted,
and i dont know where to begin. we have had our ups and downs
throughout the summer, and let me tell you that it has been really
really hard. this long distance thing sucks... i miss her
so much, but then i also think that this is good for me. and
us... it lets us see what life is like without one another.
it at least lets me see what life is like when im not influenced by her
watching over me all the time. and frankly i think this has been
the best thing for me. i dotn know about her, but since she has
been gone, ive been able to look at the way ive been running my life
and see what effects she has had on me since weve known one
another. and aside from ridding my life of pests, she has done a
lot for me. but for some reason im still guarded about her
pulling a "darld's ex" move (hereas referred to as a bitch move) and
screwing me over. for the most part im ok, its just every once in
a while she says things to me that really sound familiar. sounds
like a bitch move. and i hate it. but then i tend to just
be overreacting based on bitches in the past and need to realize that
she is beautiful and not bitchlike, so its cool. i love her so
much. anyway, but enough of that. on to my buddy kim.
i havent been able to talk to her in a while. i thought she hated
me for a bit... because she sounded like she would get mad at me
over being with annabel, but i talked to her for a bit today and it was
nice. i miss kim so much. and i just found out that she
broke up with joey (the guy from zetes) and is with this new guy.
i think i need to give him the darld screening to make sure he is
acceptable for kim. kim was such a good friend to me, and it made
me sad that she didnt really talk to me. but now im going to try
to be a good friend and talk to her and make sure she is ok. i
love kim!!! and i miss talking to her sister too!!! i
should probably call her sometime too... see how she is
doing!!! MAN!!!! im in a nostalgic mood right
now. i feel like calling anyone and everyone i met over the year
or havent talked to since i got back... but im not going to
because im going to talk to annabel as soon as she gets out of the
movie with her cousin... man, i really want to talk to her.
she makes me so sad sometimes... and all i want to do is talk to
her, but she always makes me sad as she is doing something that wont
let me talk to her... so i will sit here and play WoW the world
ending game... talk to all of you left that read this later!!!
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| well, isnt it funny that i now have a new experience to relate to 3 libras. that song is seriously like the anthem of my life, and it makes me sad. it makes me sad because no matter what i do, it always ends up the same way. anyway, so yeah im not going to go into that, that is only for my mind to ponder. anyway, on to more pressing matters. people need to learn to say hello to other people when they get said hi to, its such a fucking prick attitude to ignore people because you hate the person they are with. good job, way to be in high school stupid stuck up preppy-ass poser bastards. i hate them all. but i have to be nice, so enough with the hate. annabel hates it when i hate people, and i thought that was really funny when she told me that because i thought that was one of the most prominent things about me. but its so hard to me. when i went to a high school where so many people all fit that stereotype mold of what they should be with the jocks and the "rockers" and the emo kids and the people in between, and then your best friend, the one that seemed to not fit in, changes and becomes the thing that you never wanted her to become, and you join a fraternity only to see that everyone else in the world seems to be just as sheeplike as everyone else in that cursed place. when all the girls that would ever get involved with you always use you until they get back with their ex, until now and that is tainted by the ex, so it doesnt make it much better due to the fact that im constantly fighting with her because of stupid shit like that. it makes me hate things. when people ignore good people all because they are with someone that they dont like, its fucked up and makes me wonder how anyone can believe that humanity is inherently good. it also makes me wonder why my ideals are so much different than everyone elses. why am i not ok with following a group of people and being what they want me to be? why cant i be a stupid mindless drone that swallows the bullshit that society feeds them??? maybe then i wouldnt have these constant headaches and the constant want and need to beat the shit out of people that dont deserve to breathe. but thats not my place to say, right? whatever. lets just say that there are some people that i wouldnt mind going to jail for fighting right now, and i would have had it not been for someone else stopping me... god i hate all stupid people (and i can say that because i think everyone agrees with me) | | |
| ok, so im sitting here waiting for annabel to get out of class, and im bored. trying to find things to do... its not working. its only been 15 minutes. man, i need some ritalin or something, lol. anyway, so ive been really sad lately, and i dont know why. i dont know at all. i have no reason to be. anyway, people need this comp, so im gonna go... | | |
| ok, its been a while. thought i should let everyone know how im doing and such. but first, i saw this on jamies page, and it looked like fun, so i thought i would try to see how many things ive done...
I have...
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
( ) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
( ) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn’t take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
( ) been told your beautiful by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) watched porn
(x) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone’s name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone’s hair
(x) grown a beard
ok, so thats all the crap that ive done, lol. some of those, not by choice, others were my idea... if you really know me, you should know the ones im talking about. anyway, my car broke again, its stupid. this time, it should be an easy fix. there is just a radiator hose leaking somewhere behind the belts on the front of the car. basically, i just need something to pull those gear things off so i can get behind it to tighten whatever came loose. anyway, so yeah... not much more to say, im not dead. things with annabel seem to be going good. aside from me being her b/f with a shitty car, things are ok. she was just over here a little while ago, and she is gone again. i miss her, lol. i always miss her. i dont want her to go for the summer... its going to be really hard... but now i get to spend some time alone... and with a few other people who ARENT STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL. one of the main reasons ive not been posting on here is because the last one i did, someone left a retarded comment that really just made themselves look stupid and me want to do what ive wanted to do to them since freshman year... but i didnt because people stopped me, as someone did now. so i did what i could to be the bigger person and let stupid people stick with their high school delusions. but enough of that. so im going to be moving out of my house here... in about a month... which means i get to move HOME!!! isnt that exciting??? i get to go back and pretend to be nice to a whole bunch of people i dont like. but at least this time, i have some release... i also found out that molly is going to europe next year, so i have to spend time with her this summer... i miss molly too... but for the most part, i am going to miss annabel. a lot... i didnt think that someone could mean this much to me this fast. no one means as much to me as her, and if something were to happen to her, i dont know what i would do. its so weird to have someone like her. she helps me see things in me that ive never seen. she helps me grow in ways that i thought i couldnt, and that other people never thought i could. im really happy, dispite life in general. she has helped me to see that no matter how much life shits on me, i can make it through. but yeah. anyway. enough about her. i think that everyone is tired of hearing about how much i love her, lol. so im going to leave you guys with one more thing... PLAY MORE WoW... or help me find a better MMORPG to play... :'( | | |
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